Cycle 4- CD 13 Positive OPK

I have to say I absolutely hate the way I feel after HCG injections, it makes me mean. I had been kind of grumpy all day yesterday but I kind of flipped out last night. I totally picked a fight with Gary about nothing at all. I feel bad this morning for being so petty. Luckily he is the best guy on the plant and realized that I was under the influence of HCG.

Since we have been first talking about me getting pregnant he has been adamant that he did not want to be in the delivery room when our baby is born. He finally told me last night he passed out when his daughter was born and that is the reason he doesn't want to be there. That was 26 year ago so it must have been really bad. I suppose all I can do it educate ourselves and if he is unable to be there for that moment I will have to figure something else out.

I finally seen a smiley face on a OPK today. I don't know if the HCG injection makes the OPK positive but it was nice to see it!

I'm feeling pretty confident this cycle. The timing just feels right this month. Gary and I are going on vacation to Branson, MO this Friday and I can't wait, we are both in desperate need for some time away. Gary has National Guard dills Friday night, Saturday and Sunday so I will have some time to go exploring that part of the state and have some "me" time. Saturday I am driving to Carthage, MO to visit the Precious Moments Chapel and then Sunday night we will drive to Branson.